Fairy Tales

It's akward how sometimes you believe you want something, but when you are on the verge of receiving it you realize it's not what you really wanted, it is just an additional benefit which you are not trully excited about. I guess.. this happened to me also these days.

I just returned from LPM, our Local Planing Meeting..

It's very strange how we change our perception on life in time...

It's strange how things change around us in a blink of an eye...

It's strange when I think back at my childhood and how happy I was with the people that cared for me.. and now everything is gone.. they don't remember me..

Strangely I thought I found a new home, a new me... sadly I was disappointed..

Gladly I found new friends: Lou - which always makes me smile or is there when I'm down, Reiutza - which answered the phone even in the middle of the night and tried to cheer me up, Ibi - who ties her best and cares so much about the people around her, Ral - with her crazy ideas and which always destresses the athmosphere, Puck - with her nuts ideas :P, Adi - who brings me back with the feet on earth, Silly - who is going to go "cucuc" when he will read this >:) and many others... Clau - the person I think I would love to work to the most and actually I really match in orgnisatorical ideas, Dutzu and Ela - I really miss talking to them and giving me advice, or Vladutz - which I miss the most...

I guess some things will never change.. People come and go in our life, but friends should remain..

Life has it's own beauty, but still it depends so much on each of us if we stay down or look up for a better day...

So today smile.. there will be a sunny day tomorrow... "Wake up, it's a beautifull day today" :P

RTS 2 .. a memorable story for me....

When I entered AIESEC, one year ago, on the 1st of April, RTS 2 was the first conference I went to..
Why was it so memorable that time? It was near my home town, in Poiana Zanelor, and there I fell in love with AIESEC, with the people that are trying their best for this organization and their LC's and I found also my dream... A dream that actually became reality this time around..

One year has past.. still.. nothing has changed since that time. I still feel the same passion about what I do and exactly like that time I fell in love again, only that this time with the new members that we've recruited this spring. This was their first interaction with AIESEC and all I can do is hope they will feel and experience, not the same, but a greater AIESEC and opportunities..

In AIESEC I found a saying that never stopped crossing my mind, not even for a second.. In my opinion it reflect the truth about what actually happens within the organization: "A mirror never puts out more than you put in". Hopefully they will learn fast what that means and enjoy every day...

Life has a weird way to show you the paths you can follow... Still you never see the one that you actually want... or need...
You get so comfortable with your life that you don't bother to look around any more, you take everything for granted although all can disappear in a blink of an eye. How come every time we are so lost in our own world we lose something that it's important to us... be it a pet, the favorite toy, the respect of others or other things?
Humans truly are amazing. In order to not make themselves feel the pain or gilt they are creating quotes. Like the saying : "In life nothing gets lost. For everything you lose you will gain a compensation". I guess I'm still waiting to see what this compensation can be...
Another interesting fact is that we only search for other doors or windows only because we lose something. I guess I'm still surprised how we can recover from every hit we take and how we evolve from a selfish child to an understanding adult.
It would be so nice if we could see from the beginning all the paths that are opened in front of you... It would save us so much trouble and suffering.. Still in the end we are only humans...
Look around you.. don't walk blindly through life...

Everybody knows that the session is coming.. we are all busy.. with exams, AIESEC :P.. still somehow today I managed to create myself a special hour just for me. What did I do in that hour? I've listened some songs that I really liked last year, I thought about the things that await me this and the following year... Somehow I keep smiling even though I'm tired and exhausted.
Part for the reason I created this hour is because I didn't had time to appreciate the people around me for their little sacrifices, that in the end are very valuable for every each one of us... So thank you for all the small things you give up every day, cause when you wrap it up it sums up a lot. :)

And also for a special person that helped me remain in AIESEC... Thank you Silviuta!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! and may your wishes come true :**