| "A fanatic is one who can't change his mind, and won't change the subject." Does that mean I'm a fanatic? :P |
And it was AMAZING... I was having so much fun, it was sunny, a clear see, sea shells everywhere, clean water, a beautiful sunset, a good meal and cool people :P.. What more could I have wished for for my birthday? :D
I just had a weird morning..
I went in the MC office of AIESEC Romania and had one of the firsts professional talks with Vlad about Ireland. The weird part is that it felt so right... I could see how this year was going to be.. Profi, Fun, Open :) The kind of things and environment I love.
I'm looking at the MC.. both current and elect.. It makes me wanna smile involuntarily.. They have such a nice harmony, they are sparkling with energy.. and it motivates me so much.. even though I'm tired I still wanna do more.. :)
Impossible thing for today : Ireland is going to sign 3 TN's at the end of April. :P
I want to start a new chapter in my life. A new episode on who I am as a person, what makes me tick, what defines me and what can make me go on.
It's akward how sometimes you believe you want something, but when you are on the verge of receiving it you realize it's not what you really wanted, it is just an additional benefit which you are not trully excited about. I guess.. this happened to me also these days.
I just returned from LPM, our Local Planing Meeting..
We created our so called new culture, we were playing around, we were being professional, still always there for the members and talking to them, finding out what they need, how we can make things better for them, for us and for our LC.
We are a team, we are striving for big things, still nothing that can't be achieved if we put our minds and our effort together.
And strangely I had the same feeling as I had at my first conference, RTS 2 in 2008. At that conference I put my wishes and my hopes on a piece of paper and the next year, actually this year, they happened. I did the same thing now.. I put all my dreams that I have now on a piece of paper, hoping that these dreams will also become reality, dreaming awesomeness for AIESEC Cluj, for our members, for me :)
It's up to you to be AWESOME!!!
FOAIE VERDE CLUUUUUUUUJ!!!!
It's very strange how we change our perception on life in time...
It's strange how things change around us in a blink of an eye...
It's strange when I think back at my childhood and how happy I was with the people that cared for me.. and now everything is gone.. they don't remember me..
Strangely I thought I found a new home, a new me... sadly I was disappointed..
Gladly I found new friends: Lou - which always makes me smile or is there when I'm down, Reiutza - which answered the phone even in the middle of the night and tried to cheer me up, Ibi - who ties her best and cares so much about the people around her, Ral - with her crazy ideas and which always destresses the athmosphere, Puck - with her nuts ideas :P, Adi - who brings me back with the feet on earth, Silly - who is going to go "cucuc" when he will read this >:) and many others... Clau - the person I think I would love to work to the most and actually I really match in orgnisatorical ideas, Dutzu and Ela - I really miss talking to them and giving me advice, or Vladutz - which I miss the most...
I guess some things will never change.. People come and go in our life, but friends should remain..
Life has it's own beauty, but still it depends so much on each of us if we stay down or look up for a better day...
So today smile.. there will be a sunny day tomorrow... "Wake up, it's a beautifull day today" :P

